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‘You disappear so completely into your head sometimes,’ he said. ‘I wish I could follow you.’

— Cassandra Clare (via 33113)
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reflection

  • How’s your love life? bruised and broken
  • Have you ever dissociated? If so, how often? for far too long. months/ a year maybe?
  • Do you have any other diagnoses? Which ones? mood disorder/anxiety 
  • Do you get mood swings? yep
  • What kind of impulsive decisions have you made? To get on a plane and leave my life overnight…
  • Is there anything you do that helps keep you grounded? sleep as much as i can.
  • What’s your relationship with your family? loving, but i’m not sure how much they really understand or know of me.
  • Are you a perfectionist? absolutely.
  • Do you ever become obsessive? I become obsessively motivated or not motivated at all. It’s very black & white…
  • Day 15; Have you ever changed your opinions, depending on the people you are with? Yes, very much so.
  • Does your style (clothing, hair, etc.) change a lot? negative.
  • What are five of your biggest fears? loosing control, spiders, roller coasters, LSD, FLYING.
  • Do you worry what people think of you? somedays more than others
  • What are some lyrics that describe what you’re going through right now?
    Blacker the bruise
    Coming up clear
    Vow to get better 
  • How do you usually express yourself? talking
  • What’s a random story from your childhood? I put my head in a pelicans mouth.
  • How do you think other people see you? I’ve been told i’m quiet, special, caring, analytical and innocent… 
  • If you could pick one year of your life to give back and start over, which one?
    1999 
  • Do you have any bad habits? smoking
  • Do you consider yourself high-functioning or low-functioning? low
  • If your mind was a house, what would the house look like? a glass house with broken windows and holes in the roof
  • What is your “safe place” when you are upset? in someones arms

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U.S.-Mexico Border

literally the coolest picture ive seen on this site

oh my god….


And in case you were wondering, Mexico is the one on the right.
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It’s a #karnivool kinda day at work 😊
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hello gorgeous
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i could almost turn gay for this girl… she is flawless!
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tooooo much karnivool today, I think i’m gonna explode with joy.

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“They tell us the people we love are 72.8% water-
there is no such thing as crying,
we are only trying to turn ourselves inside out.
This is a noble pursuit
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— Lewis Mundt, excerpt from “Water” 

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I exist in two places,
here and where you are

— Margaret Atwood, Selected Poems (1965-1975)
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Changing the tone
Changing my mind
Changing the weather

I feel it at first
A blow from the dark
Take it for better

Still I remind myself
How I define myself

Blacker the bruise
Coming up clear
Vow to get better

Blessed with a curse
Hoping not far
The deeper, the better

I needed
I needed to know
I needed
I needed to know, why

— deadman, Karnivool.
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Wow mind blown
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